Dreamer.Believer.Lover

i think its so funny that every single thing i love about you and how much you mean to me can race through my mind and i can think of how i want to express it, the tone i want to say it in, the way i want to be laying on your chest, the smell of your skin as I’m speaking, the words i want you to say back and even the way your kiss will feel as soon as i say it. then at night you come home and i cozy up to you and all of those things fall into place exactly how i want them to. I mean I’ve rehearsed this in my head at least ten times today. I go to part my lips and look into your eyes and sometimes i giggle, sometimes i say something else, but i never say what i intended to say. You make me nervous and those butterflies that every girl dreams of having with a man come to life and move in my belly like they have just blossomed. This is something that i have never felt and i have said that before thinking that i would never say that again. You see falling in love has become something that i thought i knew about. But now i realize i know nothing. I learn something new about myself because of you every single day. I feel as if i have to be better and live to a higher standard to be able to have you by my side. You make me a better strong black woman. You make me want to lead a driven life style and some day have a family with you and teach my own how to be great just like you. you make me go for things i never thought i would ever want. I can’t go one day without thinking about how you, what your doing, who your with, and most of all if you love me too. Im scared, and i will openly admit that. But I’ve never wanted someone to be so in love me so this bad before. because if you didn’t love me like i love you, my heart would be in pieces that could never be put back together. With you, i share a special bond. One that others will never feel nor see in their own life. So with all due respect, I Love You, and i hope you love me too.

Nearly 2 years ago I was blessed to have met a young man who was accomplished in all the he had set out to be and hungry for more success. Within those years, he became my best friend and a support system. For me, he was my source of comfort and a place I turned to for undeniable love. I sometimes wonder if I looked to him because he was giving me so much of what others weren’t - love and affection. Either way, it worked. Growing closer to him has made me open my eyes to the daily trials and tribulations he goes through.
For me I am just so amazed and always astonished by the perseverance he shows and the fact that he is always moving in a positive direction and always finding a detour to every road block that is placed in his path. I always wonder when he will need me to lean on and honestly I feel guilty because he is so good at turning my bad days into good and my situations into something much better. I’m so very proud of him and all that he is becoming. I’d be crazy to
let him go and I can’t wrap my mind around that ones that have allowed him to slip through their fingers. He deserves more respect , love , affection , and kudos for all that he is and all that he does. If you have a rock in your life as solid as mine, take the time today and let them know how much they mean to you! They deserve it!