i think its so funny that every single thing i love about you and how much you mean to me can race through my mind and i can think of how i want to express it, the tone i want to say it in, the way i want to be laying on your chest, the smell of your skin as I’m speaking, the words i want you to say back and even the way your kiss will feel as soon as i say it. then at night you come home and i cozy up to you and all of those things fall into place exactly how i want them to. I mean I’ve rehearsed this in my head at least ten times today. I go to part my lips and look into your eyes and sometimes i giggle, sometimes i say something else, but i never say what i intended to say. You make me nervous and those butterflies that every girl dreams of having with a man come to life and move in my belly like they have just blossomed. This is something that i have never felt and i have said that before thinking that i would never say that again. You see falling in love has become something that i thought i knew about. But now i realize i know nothing. I learn something new about myself because of you every single day. I feel as if i have to be better and live to a higher standard to be able to have you by my side. You make me a better strong black woman. You make me want to lead a driven life style and some day have a family with you and teach my own how to be great just like you. you make me go for things i never thought i would ever want. I can’t go one day without thinking about how you, what your doing, who your with, and most of all if you love me too. Im scared, and i will openly admit that. But I’ve never wanted someone to be so in love me so this bad before. because if you didn’t love me like i love you, my heart would be in pieces that could never be put back together. With you, i share a special bond. One that others will never feel nor see in their own life. So with all due respect, I Love You, and i hope you love me too.